maandag 28 december 2009

maybe we're friends, maybe we're more.

haaai guys!
My day so far:
Today I haven't really done anything interesting. I've watched the Jonas Brothers 3D concert experience, again. I watched that movie for so many times, still love it a lot. And ehm, my daddy and my uncle are tearing our kitchen down. We get a new kitchen next week so this kitchen has to dissapear. with lots, lots, lots of noise. and tomorrow me and my sister are going to shop :)
Right now its 4:16 in the afternoon. I'm tired.. and hungry.

okay, lets tell you guys something more about myself.
right now I have a crush on a guy, lets call him Jack, haha. I've known him for a few years and I never really liked him. Yes, as friends, not more than that. But I changed my mind a few months ago. I started getting to know him better and my feelings for him changed from just friends to potential boyfriend feelings, haha. I never really wanted to admit it but I can't deny it any longer. I never told him about my feelings for him, I'm just tooooo shy for that. And right now,
I'm just confused, you know. I keep asking myself: does he like me? or not?
..
Sometimes he acts as if he likes me too, and the other day, he's just.. yeah i don't know. Than it's as if he likes another girl. A few months ago, in September, he kissed my friend. She told him she didn't like him, but I think he still likes her.. But when I'm sure of that, he starts saying things that make me wonder if maybe, just maybe, he likes me. Really confusing, haha. Maybe you guys think: 'just ask him what he feels for you.." But i'm just too shy to ask him. It's like we're more than friends but less than lovers. When I go out, most of the time he's in the same club and last time he bought me some drinks, because 'i'm his girl' <
yeah that were his words.. I really don't know what to think about him. But well, everything happens for a reason and time will tell :)

Oef, it's really nice to tell you guys this, 'cause now I can finally write down what I really feel, without other people knowning who 'Jack' is, haha!

I gotta go now, thanks a lot for reading!


Never lose faith guys!
xo, i'll be back soon.

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