if you asked me if I loved him, I'd lie..

First thought when I wake up, is: my god he's beautiful..

she woke up, and came out of her bed. putted on some make-up and picked some nice clothes out of her closet. She went downstairs and tried to eat something. She was nervous, 'cause she had some tests this whole week, so she was studying a lot these days. Finally, after biking for 10 minutes, she walked into the school. 10 minutes isn't that long, but it deffinatly is with this weather. It was freezing cold outside. She walked through the hallway, and there he was.. My god.. he's beautiful. after talking with her friends for some minutes, her first test started. Biology. She hated that subject. The only nice thing right now, was the fact that he was sitting behind her. "Psssstt.. you know that question?" I heard his voice in my ear, he leaned forward she knew that he meant her, with the "you".. "no i don't understand any of it, sssshht" she response. She knew that if a teacher saw her talking to him, she'd get the worst mark ever. When she was finally able to get out of the room, he came up to her. "So, did your test went well?" his adorable eyes were looking right into her's. "well, not really.." she felt her face turning red. He lend forward and she saw his arms coming up. He hugged her. "It'll be alright, trust me. It will" he looked into her eyes, smiled, and walked away.. Left her standing there, confused, not knowing what to do.

okay so that story is about me, today.. it was kinda awkward talking to him.. I haven't really talked to him for a few days now, 'cause I thought it'd be the best. but I think it just takes some time for me to get over him. 'cause I know, it's better for us, just to stay friends.

Friends. Just friends.

anyways, to you guys:
never lose faith!
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